Category: mental health and well-being

Hello, hello! Welcome back for another jolly good time! 🤣😂

So, I actually did a quick vlog clip (ha! Quick!) about what it is like to be different. And so, I am reversing the process and writing a blog post about it.

Let me start by saying, I just don’t feel what everybody else feels. I just feel like an alien on this planet. Like I don’t fit or belong, especially the older I get. I feel disconnected from everything and everyone.

Nothing to me makes sense anymore.

So, please take a journey with me on how I am different than others.

Boys are supposed to be with Girls Bullshit

The first time I KNEW I was different was when I realized I liked boys more than girls. I was TOLD that it was boys and girls together as a romantic whatever. I watched it on TV and in the movies. Men and women together in their everlasting love. BLECH! But when it came down to “playing house,” I wanted to play with the boys instead of the girls. And I did. And I also didn’t feel like a boy. I felt more like a girl! See my girl, girl, girl post below:

I’m a Girl! Girl! Girl!

Now, please click on the video clip “I’m a Girl! Girl! Girl!” from my new YouTube Channel – The Queen of Mayfair!! Enjoy!

RELIGION!!!

Okay, get ready – I guess I’m “going to hell” on this one. 😂 But my next instance as a child where I knew I was different was with regards to religion. Even then, I felt it was stupid for people to be fawning and falling all over some entity you couldn’t see. And getting worked up if you didn’t follow said entity, ESPECIALLY when you read said entity’s “good book,” i.e. the Bible, and some of the dreadful things in it. I’m sorry why would ANYBODY want to follow somebody like that? I found it downright scary, particularly when I read some of Revelations as a child. My goodness!!! But even then there was a tiny part of me that felt this wasn’t right. I guess we shall see. 😉

Ye Olde Sports

Oh then there’s the sports. I have NEVER liked or cared about sports. Oh don’t get me wrong. I have had my moments. For example, I watched wrestling RELIGIOUSLY because of the HOT men! And their tights!! LOL I got a little bit into baseball for the same reason, those sexy men in their tight uniforms. And football maybe the same. But it was the Carolina basketball that I really got into. And yes, even the track-and-field type stuff on Sundays, especially with the celebrities from different networks competing against one another to see who was the fastest and the fittest. Those were a lot of fun.

But sports in general, I just never understood the appeal. I realized this particularly the older I got. And being besties with Charles back then in school, I felt I had to “pretend” to like sports in order to be liked. Then I grew older and realized I don’t have to pretend to like this shit if I really don’t. And even most recently during a training session on Zoom, when I voiced this, a hetero male acted as though I was green and my head turned around! LOL

Allow me to elaborate on a specific sports example from my adulthood, which DEFINITELY proved my disdain for sports. Right before the pandemic, a couple of friends took me to one of these United Atlanta soccer games. It was VERY crowded, of course, (in my best Southern accent) cuz round these parts, it is quite popular. It wasn’t so much the crowds, but all of the cheerleading. From the fans!!! They had these silly songs and rituals and the worst part, whenever they scored a goal – (is that what you call it? a goal?) – everyone next to each other would grab you by the waist and chant some ridiculous chant and rock back and forth!!! It was GROSS! I do NOT like strangers fucking touching me!!! My friends explained this was part of the ritual. As a matter of fact, this dude near us got mad at someone who refused to participate!! INSANITY!! I NEVER went back!!!

Gotta Pay Them Taxes!!

And taxes. Everybody but everybody is so scared of the IRS. I’m not. Fuck them! This is OUR MONEY! They didn’t work for it; WE DID! When I owe, I just call them up and say I can’t pay, and I end up on some sort of a payment plan. People have been socialized into this bullshit where they get a refund at the end of the year not realizing that it is actually YOUR MONEY TO BEGIN WITH! I mean give me a break!

“Reality” TV – Reality. Yeah. Right.

Reality TV is another one. It is total and complete trash, yet people fall all over themselves to watch that garbage. One of my former roommates was into The Biggest Loser, you know, that show where the fat ass who loses the most weight wins a $200,000 prize. And I said to myself ‘so we are going to award you 200 grand for losing weight that you either shouldn’t have put on in the first place or that you should be able to lose without some sort of monetary prize as motivation for doing so!!’

And don’t even get me started on the real housewives franchise. Let’s just say I am not a fan of Andy Cohen…

Open Relationships

Now, I really don’t care what str8 people do in their relationships. But gay men engaging in open relationships, though that is of course your choice, I have always found a bit odd. I have always wondered why get involved with someone if you know you are not going to be physically intimate with them or true to them in that fashion? And there have been so many excuses, such as my personal favorite – men are NOT capable of fidelity. Bitch! Speak for yourself! Don’t hand me that. If you can commit to your dog or cat, your job, your responsibilities, you CAN commit to one person! And why not just stay single? Sounds to me like someone wants it all. I shall refrain from the old saying having your cake and eating it, too, because cake after all is meant to be eaten! 🎂🍰

The Latest Foolishness

Tik Tok. I call it Ticky Tacky. And all of the unsolicited videos I am constantly receiving from everybody, whether it is through Messenger on Facebook or in my text messages (thankfully not email!) I don’t do that to anybody. I do not flood people’s inboxes with such foolishness, and I don’t understand why people do that. But maybe I should, now that I have my own YouTube channel. 🤔🤔

And further foolishness – anything the Internet or social media grabs a hold of and won’t let go. The dumbest of the dumb shit that ends up getting plastered all over Facebook, et al. I think the latest now is the whole jeans/genes thing. I think I remember some chick named Sydney Sweeney (that her name?) who made a controversial statement saying she had the best GENES or something along those lines, while wearing Calvins. And that she, I think, is MAGA??? Who cares? To quote Mariah Carey, “I don’t know her.” I am just not into all of that mess, and now Facebook, et al, is all up in arms. Showing different memes of different actors/personalities/people wearing blue jeans. And I’m shaking my head saying, this country is falling apart each and every day, and THIS is what you care about??? And again, no WONDER the country is falling apart at the seams each and every day.

And let’s not forget Wordle. I just don’t get it.

Update: Now it’s the Cracker Barrel logo!! 🤦‍♂️🤦🤦‍♀️

You’ve Got Me Feeling Emotions

The other thing is the emotions thing. So MANY “adults” all try to say just how chill they are. Or how grown up they are. And how blessed they are. Or how NOTHING affects them. Bullshit! I have made MANY said adults SO MAD! LOLOL But this whole don’t show emotions or don’t cry or be calm is such garbage, in my opinion. I am not saying you should get or be out of control if something bothers you. However, if something does bother you, I think you should express it! Holding all this in can lead to cancer, in my opinion. The whole “don’t cry out loud” thing is a great song, but I don’t think is healthy in real life.

TV

The TV shows. How many times have I been asked if I watch something or the other and I say I don’t, and people’s heads just spin around like in The Exorcist??? Or if I TRIED to watch something, and it completely turned me off? Take Will & Grace as an example, you know, THE supreme go-to of go-to gay shows. I mean, ALL the gays are supposed to love that show. Not me. Hated it!! I particularly could not stand the Karen character. She was HORRIBLE! Her voice, her meanness were absolutely IRRITATING! But especially that horrid voice! What really did it for me was when the bitch didn’t know who Hall & Oates were or James Earl Jones, or something along those lines. Basically, she dissed both of them. And I’m like little girl, you need to sit the fuck down. They will be remembered LONG after your ass is gone! I just never got the appeal of that show.

Musica!!

And now let’s talk music. Everybody but everybody LOVES Lady Gaga – or as I call her Lady Gagme. How many arguments have I gotten into over this chick that EVERYBODY says is so talented. I don’t see it. I really don’t. Sure. She puts the costumes on, and she can play the piano. But quite frankly, so can my dog. And I don’t even have a dog. Yet. Her music is NOISE to me! And I don’t know the name of that horrendous song where she goes Ga-ga-ga-la-la or whatever that warbling is (it’s the song where she sounds like she is saying “cutie pie”.) It truly hurts my ears. But all the gay men (and str8 people, too) think she is the greatest thing since sliced bread. They think she INVENTED music. She invented NOISE!

And trust me, there are other examples, like oh – I dunno – BEYONCE!! Because now she apparently has invented country music! 🤮

What is Derek into?

• Music and lots of great 70s, 80s and 90s club music.
• Astrology.
• Epic and vintage soap operas!
• Reading.
• Film and video editing.
• Bar hopping (at my age). 😂😉🍸🍹
• Being alone.
• I LOVE dogs!
• Screenwriting.
• Writing PERIOD. Hence, the blog.

I am going to end with it is nice to be different. I thrive on it! And if you think you’re different from the average Earth Thing, please let me know in the comments! We “aliens” RULE!! 😂😀

Thank you for allowing me to rant, yet again!! 😂 Stay tuned next time when I will be discussing the passing of soap stars and how that affects us.

So, until then, please be safe and mentally well!!

DEREK’S DISCLAIMER:  I am not a medical professional, neither am I giving any medical or legal advice. If you are seeking help from a doctor or an attorney, please consult said professionals.  These are my personal thoughts and feelings on the subjects discussed, and my blog is my own personal experiences and journey with mental imbalance.  Thanking you in advance!

I do not own the copyright to any songs or videos listed here. 

AFFILIATE DISCLAIMER:  There are products on this page.  By clicking on the links, you will be redirected to that page at no cost to you.  However, I will receive compensation if you purchase something (which I hope you do 😊).

Welcome back, my dearest friends and readers!

So, a couple of weeks ago it was Hooray for Blacks in Hollywood! Part 1 – TV. Please click on the banner below to be taken to the previous article:

Hooray for Blacks in Hollywood! Part 1 – TV

And as promised I am back with Part 2 – Film and movies!

In looking back at the previous black films and movies of yesteryear, I was struck by all of the nostalgia from a truly epic and enjoyable part of film history. And as in part 1, I did commence with what Hollywood got right and what they got wrong:

So, I am going to start by saying I LOVE the “blaxploitation” films of the 70s!! There are MANY stereotypical tropes from said movies. HOWEVER, I ENJOYED those movies!! 😂🤣🤣And so, yes, I am going to be mentioning a couple of those, as well!

To me some of these movies were fun and action driven and just crazy! Some would call them “camp” by today’s standards.

However, the other contributions that black actors and actresses gave to the movies, despite the genre, is amazing and phenomenal. And as you will see from this TINY list (because I am well aware there are SOOOOO many movies to mention), black people demonstrated effectively and powerfully that they could play just about anything our white counterparts do!

So, let’s begin!

What They Got Right

Imitation of Life 1959 (the Lana Turner version) – This is such a sad story, heartbreaking, depressing, you know all of the things that make a good movie. 😀 If you are not familiar, this movie basically tells the story of a young woman, born light-skinned to a dark-skinned mother, who goes through the movie trying to “pass” (as white) and, therefore, attempting to deny her own mother because of the color of HER skin and deny where she came from. Sarah Jane, portrayed by Susan Kohner, was absolutely confused as to where she fit in and belonged. Again, she COULD pass for white, and she did. Her mother on the other hand, Annie portrayed by Juanita Moore was a VERY dark-skinned African-American woman. So, seeing the two together caused some confusion for a lot of people, simply not believing that Sarah Jane actually belonged to Annie.

We see Sarah Jane endure a lot of pain and internal struggles throughout the movie in trying to deny her roots and true identity. However, nothing compares to the pain and misery she placed upon her mother, poor Annie. She denied her own mother time and time again, to the point that it eventually just broke poor Annie’s heart and led to her getting sick and eventually dying. SORRY SPOILER ALERT! 🤣

Now, this is a movie that was a staple in our house when I was growing up. My aunt watched it. I watched it. So, you can say it was sort of passed down. LOLOL The acting is UNBELIEVABLY AMAZING! Again, such heartbreaking performances from both Kohner and Moore. And yes, Lana Turner and Sandra Dee star in it, as well, as mother and daughter with their own drama going on. Child! Fighting over the same man! Played by hottie John Gavin!!!

By the way, Lana Turner’s character, Lora, an up-and-coming actress who eventually has it ALL, honey, in the beginning of the movie hires Annie as her maid. We get to see both Kohner and Dee’s characters grow up, as Annie becomes a mainstay in Lora’s household.

But the movie really displays something that was quite prevalent back then and that is light-skinned black people trying to “pass” (for white). And I think this movie digs really deep into the psychological scars it can have on everyone affected. I mean, Sarah Jane’s nonsense spilled over even into her relationships with Turner’s character and Dee’s character.

Such a great movie from beginning to end! It does NOT disappoint! And the ending – just have your hankies ready is all I’m saying!!

Shaft 1971 – The entire movie is such a wild ride into 1970s hardcore inner city culture. Crime riddled, sexy, urban, dangerous, gritty! Richard Rountree portrays John Shaft, a private detective – or private dick as Isaac Hayes says in the title song. 🤣

I know there are those who would say that this is blaxploitation at its finest – or worst. However, say what you will about this movie, the soundtrack by Isaac Hayes is PHENOMENAL!!! It is superb! The soundtrack is a blend of sexy, throbbing, upbeat, depressing, wild ride, scary, lachrymose. All the things! Just like the movie, which was a wild ride from start to finish, with John Shaft, who was one sexy mother*&%$#@ – hush yo mouth – to the ladies! LOL The inner city feel, the drug dealers, the desperation, the crime, the ACTION! It checks off all of the boxes. All of it was captured wonderfully in this movie.

Now, I can’t give an assessment on the Samuel L. Jackson version, which I have never seen, and I do plan to catch it at some point in time (because I LOVE some Samuel MOTHEFUCKING Jackson!). But what I didn’t know is that it is the SEQUEL to the original movie, and Samuel L. Jackson portrays John Shaft’s nephew!! 😱😱😱

Blacula 1972 – once again if blaxploitation is your thing, then you will LOVE this gem of a movie! The thing that I love the most about this one is the African-American viewpoint. I mean, who said that Dracula has to be white each and every time?

Again, Blacula brings the inner city, urban black experience to full life in this film. And William Marshall is absolutely mesmerizing as Blacula, who was originally an African prince named Mamuwalde but was transformed into a vampire and renamed Blacula by, well Count Dracula.

We get the typical scenes and story with regard to dealing with a vampire, yes being either killed by Blacula or turned into one by him. And Blacula accomplishes both. And there is the underlying “love story” where Blacula believes the character Tina, portrayed by Vonetta McGee, is his long-lost lover, Luva – I mean we are talking really long lost as in 1780. 🤣😂 And Vonetta portrays both parts. By the way, giving props to Vonetta McGee in not only her performance in the movie, but being one of those HUGE black stars of yesteryear!

We get to see the gritty side of city life, as opposed to some dark castle in Transylvania, though that is where the movie starts, back in 1780. But then we catch up to 1972 where we see nightclubs, shady characters, and get the feel of the 70s. Not to mention the fact the soundtrack is updated to funk, with contributions by the Hues Corporation! Oh and we even get a GAY COUPLE, who are antique dealers!!! Great movie!

Roots 1977 – This was a miniseries on TV, which was based on Alex Haley’s novel of the same name. It traces his family roots – hence the name – all the way back to the late 1600s/early 1700s starting off in Africa, and yes we witness slavery and all of its disgusting horror. And it continues into Roots: The Next Generation, which includes a young Alex Haley through his adulthood.

The story follows a young Kunta Kinte who is captured by slavers and brought to America to begin a life of mistreatment, torture and abuse. This VERY powerful and PHENOMENAL true story that translated to TV as a MOVIE was absolutely gut wrenching. Heartbreaking. Triumphant. With so many stars from back in the day:

Cicely Tyson; Louis Gossett, Jr.; LeVar Burton as the young Kunta Kinte; John Amos as the adult Kunta Kinte; George Stanford Brown; Leslie Uggams; Ed Asner; Robert Reed; Olivia Cole; Sandy Duncan; Chuck Connors; Lynda Day George; and the big names from back then that just go on and on and ON!! It was wonderful!!

AMAZING performances across the board with some VERY notable black actors and actresses, as well as white!!!

The depiction of how slaves were treated, being kidnapped in their own home continent of Africa and being forced to come to America to be continually abused, whether mentally, emotionally, or sexually – was abysmal. It really was the first time blacks (and whites) got to see the absolute reality of the grotesque brutality, pain, struggles, and heartache of slavery. And the blacks were PISSED!!!!!! I definitely remember that! But Roots did such a skillful job of showing all of it, including a very strong sense of dignity and courage from the black slaves.

If you have not seen this movie, regardless of your race, do yourself a favor and go watch it now!

The Color Purple (the 1985 version) – This. Was. An. OUTSTANDING movie!! The 1985 version. I will NOT watch the current movie version, with the singing. I have seen a scene from it and it was AWFUL!! The acting, the line delivery, AWFUL! Well, Fantasia played Celie. ‘Nuff said. It’s called stay in your lane. You may be skilled at singing, but not necessarily acting.

Anyway, Celie’s story done in real time and with voiceover, was truly stellar, heartbreaking, strong, triumphant – of her life in starting as a young girl in the 1930s, essentially being raped by her father – well, turned out to be her stepfather – but who impregnated her not once, but twice! And both babies given away. And then being married off to the abusive Mister, who’s true love was saloon singer Shug Avery!

Wow! Such a story of betrayal and love, and the performances were off the chart! We are talking Oprah Winfrey (Sophia), Danny Glover (Mister aka Albert 🤣), Adolph Caesar (Old Mister), Margaret Avery (Shug Avery) and of course, Whoopi Goldberg in her first starring role as Celie. POWERHOUSE! Now, talk about a quotable movie. Toooooo many humorous lines to even count!!

Oh and did I mention that the 1985 version was filmed in my county of Anson County, in Marshville, North Carolina? But the exterior courthouse shot near the end, is actually IN my hometown of Wadesboro. So, I have an extra special feeling about this movie. Not to mention the fact that a lot of the extras, I either went to school or church with!!!

Candyman 1992 – Tony Todd, may he forever Rest in Peace and Power. His Candyman is tall, handsome, brooding, charismatic, sexy, yet dangerous, deadly and downright evil. And I am so happy they chose a black actor for the role. I really don’t think any other actor could have done as phenomenal a job as Tony Todd did. And bringing the African-American experience to horror in the 90s, this was an excellent choice!

The Help 2011 – By now a lot of you are very familiar with this movie starring Viola Davis, Octavia Spencer, and Sissy Spacek. Again, so raw and truthful about what it was like to be a domestic – okay a maid – in the South working for white people. There were those whites who appreciated your work and didn’t care one bit that you were “the help;” it was as if you were a part of the family. And then there were others who treated black people as you would expect, horrible. Like they were not people. Just servants.

I think the one thing I really love about this movie, other than the amazing performances by Viola Davis and especially Octavia Spencer, with the chocolate pie LOLOL was again, the quiet dignity and honesty portrayed. Though it is one of those movies that show us as maids and butlers, which I complained a little bit about in my Part 1 of Blacks in Hollywood, you can’t help feel a connection to these strong ladies, whether black OR white. What they had to endure and put up with in a society that basically looked down on them and looked at them as trash.

Job well done!

• Spencer won Best Supporting Actress for The Help!!!

Get Out 2017 – Again, talk about a true first. A black male as the lead in a horror movie!!! Kudos to Daniel Kaluuya! Thanks to Jordan Peele (can we say the modern version of The Twilight Zone) as well as other movies, such as Get Out, we see black characters front and center, now in the horror genre. We are starting to FINALLY cross over when we should have been crossing over into this genre, which happens to be a favorite of mine, by the way – HORROR and SUSPENSE.

• Get Out won the Oscar for Best Original Screenplay!!!

The Green Book 2018 – oh boy! Talk about a movie that quite frankly was a bit ahead of its time, yet based on a true story about a black GAY piano player/entertainer who hires a WHITE straight man to be his driver to get him safely to and from his gigs in the South, (by using the Green Book which showed the safest routes for blacks to take), was such an incredible tour de force! Holy shit! Actor Mahershala Ali did such a wonderful job as Dr. Donald Shirley!! Though set in the 60s, I am so glad this movie was done, because for one, the black guy hired THE WHITE guy portrayed by Viggo Mortensen! LOL You don’t see that too often, if at all in movies. So, it was a nice turn. Also, I LOVED the fact that the black lead was gay, and it was done with few, if any, stereotypes. Painful truths, yet some great happy surprises. And some very heartwarming Driving Miss Daisy type friendship between these two, obviously, different men.

• Ali won the Oscar for Best Supporting Actor for The Green Book!!

Black Panther 2018 – oh my GODDESS! FINALLY, a superhero movie with virutally an all-black cast of superheroes and heroines is exactly what we needed and STILL need! As far as I know, this was the first time this has ever been done. I do not ever remember a black superhero like a Superman or an Aquaman or Wonder Woman. And the performances were STELLAR, paricularly from late actor Chadwick Boseman. I think it is fair to say that he truly left his legacy with this film.

• Black Panther won three Oscars for its technical achievements: Best Original Score, Best Costume Design, and Best Production Design!!

Honorable mentions to other damn good black movies: Waiting to Exhale, Super Fly, Do the Right thing, Set it Off, Foxy Brown, Eve’s Bayou, To Sir with Love, Hidden Figures!

What They Got Horribly Wrong

Lawd, Meet the Browns – So, I know that Tyler Perry is HUGE in Hollywood, and particularly with his movies. But his TV shows are (yes, I know I am talking about TV again) — well – how do I put this. They SUCK!! I ended up watching an episode of Meet the Browns several years ago when a former coworker (who used to work at that dreadful place here in Atlanta that I dare not mention) – Ha! – He was in an episode, and you know the whole ‘oh let’s support our fellow actors BS.’ So, me and my then roommate at the time did just that. And child, to say that we were horrified would be an understatement. Our coworker’s acting was HORRIBLE!! This particular episode was HORRIBLE! The show was just a train wreck. Everything from the portrayals – especially of our coworker – and the dialogue and the acting across the board was just abysmal and shameful. It was like the show itself just didn’t make any sense. I wouldn’t say it was ghetto, per se. But well – you’ll just have to see for yourself.

Pootie Tang – Oh brother what a train wreck of a movie. If you can call it that. It just hit every blaxploitation trope you can imagine, and sadly with an all-star cast, including Jennifer Coolidge, CHRIS ROCK, WANDA SYKES, and for God Sake’s even ROBERT FUCKING VAUGHN was in this trash!!! Pootie Tang is sort of a jack-all-trades in the sense that he becomes famous for a variety of reasons, particulary with regard to children – Lord help us – and even sort of becoming a superhero of sorts with his belt. Yes, his belt. I kid you not.

Some of the Madea movies – Lort! Once again, Tyler Perry. So, in my opinion – and again this is just my opinion, but in the beginning when we were first introduced to Tyler Perry’s titular character – no pun intended – Madea, originally from Meet the Browns, Madea was hilarious. But then something happened that oftentimes happens when you overdo a good thing. Madea was in EVERYTHING! Madea goes to Jail. Madea’s Boo Halloween. Madea’s Christmas. You get the point. It just became too much. What eventually started off as comical turned into a farce, and not in a good way. It was just overdone.

Oooo and I can see the black community coming after me over dragging Tyler Perry. Oh. Well. Again, it is just my opinion. Because in the end, I think Tyler Perry HAS DONE a lot of tremendously good things for the black community. After, all he does reside here in Atlanta, and he has a major studio here. So, that means jobs, and I myself was once an EXTRA in one of his movies — Meet the Browns!!! with Angela Bassett and Rick Fox And we won’t even talk about the miniscule pay I received for that. But again, I think his movies were the bigger success, because it did deal with a lot of black issues, particularly related to black women. So, on that point he got that one right.

Overall black movies that miss the mark imo – The portrayal of the loud-mouth, hetero black guy who is “down” and the “class clown” who constantly engages in buffoonery, seems to be what black audiences like and can even relate to. Whereas if you have a black character who is highly intelligent, well spoken, that can come across to many black people as being “white” or “uppity.”

So, what am I saying? It seems to me that the class clown type of black character is more relatable, which I think is what is wrong with not just black society but society overall. Yeah. I said it.

Also, in terms of black movies, I really don’t think it is necessary to ALWAYS go there in terms of racism. How about we be more mainstream and that some of the problems our white characters face black characters can also relate to?

Well, that about does it for now. This concludes my two-part series on Hooray for Blacks in Hollywood. And I know I missed a lot – and I do mean a LOT – of truly phenomenal black movies!!! Perhaps there will be a followup post. Tee hee.

Anyway, come back next time when I delve into what it is like to be different, and not fitting in with everyone else. Please don’t miss this one. And until then, please be safe and, as always, mentally well!

DEREK’S DISCLAIMER:  I am not a medical professional, neither am I giving any medical or legal advice. If you are seeking help from a doctor or an attorney, please consult said professionals.  These are my personal thoughts and feelings on the subjects discussed, and my blog is my own personal experiences and journey with mental imbalance.  Thanking you in advance!

I do not own the copyright to any songs or videos listed here. 

AFFILIATE DISCLAIMER:  There are products on this page.  By clicking on the links, you will be redirected to that page at no cost to you.  However, I will receive compensation if you purchase something (which I hope you do 😊).

Sources: A lot of Wikipedia, but mostly memory and fondness 😊

Welcome back, my dearest friends and readers!

As promised, this week I am delving into how blacks have been – and are -portrayed in Hollyweird – er Hollywood – over the years! 😂

In the past, I have written about how gays have been portrayed in both daytime TV (soap operas) and in primetime TV and Hollywood. Please see the banners to the links below:

How Soap Operas Handled Queer Characters

Gays in Hollywood, an Often Inaccurate Portrayal

The contributions that black actors and actresses, and black entertainers, comedians and comediennes have made to television and the movies is astronomical and vitally important.

We have shown that we can go beyond portraying the overdone and stereotypical slave/subservient/butler/maid roles and take on more challenging roles often portrayed by our white counterparts. The yes, ma’am/no ma’am trope does get a little old, as well as the junkie, the hoodrat, the drug dealer, and even the doorman. We can do so much more than that.

The one thing I have always liked is seeing black actors and actresses take on roles where THEY are the rich and powerful, where they are the villains but not in a stereotypical way.

But let’s take a step back in time to see how Hollywood treated black characters in some very iconic TV shows. I will be exemplifying the good AND the bad.

Let’s start with the good.

What Hollywood Got Right

It was in 1966 when we were introduced to the original Star Trek, yes the one with William Shatner (Captain Kirk).  What was very interesting was the main female crew member was black. And that black female was Nichelle Nichols who portrayed Nyota Uhura.  And the show did something very interesting back then:  It featured the first interracial kiss between Kirk and Uhura!!!  VERY ahead of its time.  I would say that Nichols’ portrayal was very ahead of its time, as well.  She was a very important part of the crew, very knowledgeable and capable. And there wasn’t anything, to my knowledge, making references to her race or to her being female.  And to even have a black FEMALE actress on this show during the turbulent 60s was EXTREMELY bold and cutting edge. 

Julia with Diahann Carroll!!!  Yes!  The first TV show to show a black female in the lead, but who was also SINGLE raising a child!!!!  Well, Julia was widowed.  But still.  And she was a professional. She was a nurse!! The fact that there was a show from, again, the 1960s that focused on a black female as the lead was rare and simply unheard of.  This show even came before The Mary Tyler Moore Show, which focused on a single, white female navigating her way through the 1970s. 

Side note: Diahann Carroll, two decades later, would appear on Dynasty as, well the way she put it “the first black bitch on primetime TV!” AND she was Blake Carrington’s (John Forsythe) sister!!!! 😱📺

The Jeffersons!!!!! The entire cast was beyond amazing and hilarious!  Enough said!!  But again, a show focusing on the success of a black male, and not portraying any stereotypes, was fabulous!!  I loved the fact that George Jefferson, this 5-foot nothing guy was feisty AF and able to stand up to the likes of an Archie Bunker (Carroll O’Connor), since The Jeffersons was a spinoff of All in the Family.  Honestly, I am just glad that George wasn’t a drug-dealing black buffoon!!! What we seemed to move to in the 1990s, just saying.  But I will save that for later…

Don’t forget Louise Jefferson (Isabel Sanford) and Helen Willis (Roxie Roker) were so well written.  They were very classy BLACK ladies.  

And Lionel, I felt, was portrayed realistically by both actors who played the part. (Mike Evans first, then later Damon Evans, no relation, with Mike Evans returning for seasons 6, 7, and 8). 

Also, a bit of trivia – Mike Evans was also a creator and writer for Good Times!! Often wondered where the character name Michael Evans came from… 🤔

Lionel was someone who was smart and well educated, but who also knew his culture and where he came from.  And he was NOT hood in any stretch of the imagination!   

And then there was Florence, the maid, played to hilarious perfection by Marla Gibbs, who of course went on to star in her own show 227, with of course Jackee Harry!  227 was another show with a predominantly black cast that didn’t delve into stereotypes. 

Then there’s SOAP, with another brilliant cast, no matter the race!!!  Well, mostly white, but then we have the character Benson, portrayed by Robert Guillaume.  Watching Benson be sassy and ask Jessica Tate (Katherine Helmond) “Do you want me to get that?”  whenever the doorbell rang, was HIGH-LARIOUS!!! 

Robert Guillaume’s Benson was so successful and popular that he was spun off into his own show, which ran for SEVEN seasons!!!  Benson still had his wisecracks, but he totally took over the household of the governor, Jessica Tate’s ditzy cousin Eugene Gatling (James Noble).  And at the end of the series, Benson even ran against the governor for well… governor!!  (Sorry for the spoiler alert!) 😂🤣

Speaking of running a household, Nell Carter COMPLETELY took over the Kanisky household in Gimme A Break!  Nell Harper, as the character was named, came to run the Kanisky household when her friend, Margaret, died of cancer.  That meant looking after Margaret’s husband, Police Chief Carl Kanisky and their three girls, Katie (Kari Michaelsen), Julie (Laurie Hendler), and Samantha (Lara Jill Miller).  What I really liked about the show is how tough Nell was with those girls, but it was with love.  You saw that, though she could be strict, she truly loved those girls.  And keeping up with the chief – and HIS father – was no picnic either, but it made for a lot of laughs. 

Nell was not portrayed as the “mammy” to this family.  Instead, she was not only a member of the household, and not just a part of the staff, but a treasured and valued member of the family.  Often the girls came to her for advice, like a mother, and oftentimes ran interference between the girls and the chief. And when the chief died, because sadly in real life actor Dolph Sweet died, that mother role really intensified.  Great show with a lot of laughs and a lot of heart. 

Sanford & Son! Starring Redd Foxx, Demond Wilson, and LaWanda Page!  What can I say about this iconic show about a black junk man in Los Angeles running the business with his son, Lamont (Demond Wilson)? I mean, this show was off the chain with the funny!  And in my opinion, there really would not have been a show without LaWanda Page’s Aunt Esther.  Goodness me, her fights with Fred Sanford (Redd Foxx) were the highlight of the show, especially when she would go into her “oh glory!” religious routine, but as religious as Aunt Esther claimed to be, she always came with the zingers, SUCKER!!  🤣😂😁

Good Times, a spinoff from the popular show Maude – a show about a  black family – husband, wife and their three children – in the projects, was something you really wouldn’t expect, considering for the first three seasons of the show, you had a very strong role model in the father, James Evans, portrayed by John Amos.  The stereotype has always been that in the projects, a single mother was raising her children on her own and possibly on drugs and having a lot of different men running in and out of the household.  But not this show. Esther Rolle, who played Florida Evans, INSISTED that she have a husband.  She did not want to perpetuate that stereotype.  Unfortunately, James Evans was written out of the show, at the end of the third season, killed in a car crash in Mississippi. 😔

I think the one thing I definitely loved and appreciated about Good Times, besides the fact that it featured a core family with a father who worked and was right there to raise his three kids, but that each of these kids were very talented in their own way:  J.J. (Jimmy Walker) was an extraordinarily talented artist.  Thelma (Bern a dette Stanis) was an aspiring dancer and actress, and of course the “militant midget” Michael Evans, portrayed by Ralph Carter, was the smart one in the family and VERY pro black!  Rounding out things was neighbor and best friend Wilona Woods (Ja’Net Dubois) and of course later Janet Jackson was added to the cast as Wilona’s adopted daughter, Penny.  Oh and can’t forget the underhanded and sometimes scheming, yet funny, Nathan Bookman (Boogah as Wilona called him) played by Johnny Brown, who coincidentally was very good at impressions.

I have to give honorable mention to The Cosby Show, I mean regardless of what we all may think about Bill Cosby, I greatly appreciated the fact that the show was about an upwardly mobile black family in the late 80s/early 90s.  Cliff Huxtable (Bill Cosby) played an OB-GYN and Phylicia Rashad played Claire, his lawyer wife. Again, regardless of what we now know about Bill, the show was ground-breaking in a sense that this was a black family that was upwardly mobile and didn’t resort to ANY stereotypes.

I can also appreciate the fact that The Cosby Show was a good antithesis to Good Times, where you are seeing blacks of affluence rather than a poor family from the projects.

Norman Lear

Now, I must give credit where credit is due to Good Times, Sanford and Son, and The Jeffersons – and that credit actually goes to a WHITE man named Norman Lear.

Mr. Lear came into prominence with All in the Family back in 1971, and then Sanford and Son. Pretty much after that, it was spinoff after spinoff after spinoff, with both Maude (starring Bea Arthur) and The Jeffersons coming out of All in the Family, and Good Times coming out of Maude.

Because of Lear, American black families were shown in a realistic, yet dignified way. He showed that black people had a voice and a right to be heard. Though they were sitcoms, he was able to exemplify poverty, or emerging from the poverty, while also showing some of the darker sides of not just black life, but life in general. To say that Norman Lear was a pioneer would be an understatement.

Honorable Mentions

I must also give some honorable mentions to the following shows:

Living Single – Kim Fields, Kim Coles, Erika Alexander, and of course Queen Latifah

Martin! – starring the HIGH-LARIOUS Martin Lawrence, of course; and Tisha Campbell; and Tichina Arnold!!

In the Heat of the Night – Howard E. Rollins and Carroll O’Connor

The Wayans – Okay. They are HILARIOUS, enough said!! But seriously, the Wayans actually capitalize on making fun of the black stereotypes, in my opinion, which I think is great.

Yes, 227 as mentioned above!

Sister! Sister! with Jackee and, of course, twins Tia and Tamara Mowry.

That’s My Mama with Clifton Davis, Theresa Merritt (as Mama), Ted Lange (Isaac from Love Boat fame), Theodore Wilson (feat. prominently in Good Times as Sweet Daddy Williams!!!) and Lynne Moody (who coincidentally later appeared on Soap as Danny Campbell’s (Ted Wass) love interest in an interracial relationship)!

And speaking of Clifton Davis, welcome new soap opera Beyond the Gates in which he is now appearing. This new soap focuses on a very wealthy BLACK family! And this new soap is being filmed here in the ATL!!! And also starring Tamara Tunie from Law & Order: Special Victims Unit!

Truthfully, I would be here all day if I delved into all of the phenomenal black-driven and written TV shows of Hollywood’s past.

So, let’s move on to some shows that got it WRONG!!

Where they got it WRONG! (In my opinion, of course) 😀😉

Designing Women – the story, as MANY of you know, centers around four WHITE Southern ladies, two of whom are sisters, who run a design company in Atlanta, GA – HATED IT ALREADY. They employ a BLACK man, an ex convict named Anthony Bouvier (portrayed by Meshach Taylor). To me, the way Anthony was portrayed was VERY subservient!!! Like a slave. I am used to empowered blacks from shows such as the ones listed above, especially from SOAP – Robert Guillaume as Benson, The Jeffersons – with Sherman Hemsley as George Jefferson and Marla Gibbs as Florence, the maid. These people TALKED BACK! And I know a lot of you are saying well, they would have been fired. Would they?

It’s like Anthony from Designing Women had no backbone. Yes, ma’am. No, ma’am, bullshit. And he was supposed to have a friendship with Delta Burke’s character, Suzanne Sugerbaker. It seemed one-sided to me. Now, keep in mind I didn’t see the show, but unfortunately got roped into doing the stage version here in Atlanta called Designing Women Live, with all of the female parts portrayed by men in drag. Great concept, but I thought the show itself SUCKED! And I swear to God if I hear that Julia Sugarbaker the night the lights went down in Georgia one more GOTDAMN time, I am going to HURL!!!

Amos ‘n’ Andy

So. I have to be honest about this one. I have never really seen Amos ‘n’ Andy, but I have heard plenty about it. And from what I understand these two characters, black of course, were portrayed in a rather, extraordinarily stereotypical way. It was the dumb/ignant’/low-class/po’/uneducated black person. This stereotype was no doubt perpetuated by white producers who wanted to laugh at black culture at the time.

And again, this is why I must applaud Norman Lear in the 70s for stepping on those outdated and rather tired tropes and showing that black characters were not only strong, but rather educated and very capable individuals like our white counterparts. Not to mention the fact that blacks were not just from the ghetto or gang bangers or drug dealers or drug users.

I am for having TV shows that feature black characters, but I really don’t think it is necessary to ALWAYS go there in terms of racism either. How about we be more mainstream and that some of the problems our white characters face, black characters can also relate to?

And fortunately, there are a lot of current shows on mainstream TV and even on streaming platforms, where black characters are just regular people. And yes, there are/have been TV shows in the past that show black life in particular. But thankfully, these shows have been done with good taste and dignity.

Please return next time when I delve into Part 2 where I talk about some of the black movies. Until then, please be safe and as always, mentally well!!

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Welcome back, my pals!!!

In this post, I intend to “out” myself or at least out a part of my childhood. When I was a little boy, I used to run around the house with a towel on my head and say I was a girl. Girl! Girl! 😂🤣

Now, I know a lot of you are going to say – ‘well, now where’s my surprise face?’ 😂🤣👌

Some of you may giggle and laugh. And some of you may even relate, especially the gay men.

And some, of course, may judge me, which of course, I don’t give a shart.

I don’t know every gay man’s backstory, but dollars to donuts, I will bet MOST gay men have been in drag, or as little boys, pretended to be little girls.

I thought about this topic and I realized that this isn’t really just about me, but about our transgender community and what they go through.

But I shall start with –

My story:

I am not quite sure what age I started doing this, so I’ll guess around 6 or 7. But I would put a towel on my head and walk around the house, IN FRONT OF MY grandparents and aunt – the people who raised me – and utter my little phrase – “I’m a girl! Girl!!! GIRL!!!!”

As a matter of fact, sometimes my aunt would even help me fashion my towel hair into a ponytail using one of her hair rollers! Kid you not! 😂🤣

(And don’t some of you DARE drag my aunt – drag, no pun intended – and say she shouldn’t have encouraged me. I know how some of you str8 people can be!)

I would put my towel hair on and pretend to be Wonder Woman or Jaime Sommers (The Bionic Woman) or Kelly Garrett from Charlie’s Angels. Whenever I watched them, I felt that I could identify WITH them.

And even playing outside and without my “hair,” I still pretended to be these iconic heroines. I didn’t care and I had no shame.

At first they thought it was cute. But then over the years – YES OVER THE YEARS – when I continued to do it, they didn’t think it was so cute anymore.

As a matter of fact, I remember when I was about 10 or 11, my aunt and grandmother went from thinking it was cute to “TAKE THAT MESS OFF YOUR HEAD! YOU AIN’T NO GIRL!!!”

So, I started doing it in secret — all the way up to graduating from high school!!!

And that is why DECADES later, I came to the conclusion that – wait for it – I WAS a woman in a prior lifetime or LIFETIMES! It makes sense. It fits. (And yes, I do believe in past lives!) There are SO many things I do and say and the way I carry myself that is soooooooo feminine. And I know there are plenty of feminine-acting men, both gay and straight (yeah right) that do NOT identify as women inside. But I do. Again, save your judgments for YOURSELF!!  🤣😂

Which brings me to my next point.

Transgender People and What They Are Up Against

Transgender people who may happen to read this, may identify with what I’ve said thus far. I don’t know. But I can sure tell you that the part where I was told to take that mess off my head, can perhaps in a way translate to transgender people hearing ‘you are NOT a man/woman! You are the sex/gender you were assigned at birth.’ And this is EXTREMELY problematic for trans people.

There are people, particularly trans people, who do not feel comfortable in the body “assigned” to them at birth. Hell, I STILL feel more like a woman than I do a man. I have NEVER been one of those “guys” who would take off his shirt for any reason in public (well, except at the gay bar 😂🤣), because I honestly felt so exposed as if I had breasts like a woman.

People who feel trapped in the wrong body may experience gender dysphoria, or a feeling that their true gender identity does not match up with the gender or sex they were assigned at birth. Plain language:  A biological boy may feel like a girl inside and vice versa.  Or they may feel like they are not a particular gender at all! 

They feel outside their body, as if the body they were born with doesn’t fit. They feel trapped inside this foreign body with parts they just don’t relate to. However, the rest of the world expects them to conform or fit into this world they don’t understand, and they didn’t create. But they are supposed to follow these odd rules of sexuality, sexual orientation, and gender identity. It’s heartbreaking, particularly when the majority (str8 people) don’t get it.

Oh before I go any further, gender identity is very different from sexual orientation.  So, just because a woman is trans, for example, doesn’t mean she is necessarily attracted to men. 

I cannot begin to imagine the hate trans people receive. I mean, I received a LOT of hate for just being gay. Can you imagine you say that you don’t identify or feel like a man, but more like a woman and you decide to alter your appearance and begin living your life as a woman? Or as a trans man if your assigned gender at birth was female?

Also, if I delved into the number of trans murders, particularly those of trans women of color, we would be here all day!

And what we are seeing under this current criminal, cartel administration is abysmal. The cruelty towards trans people is astonishing. But it was bad before, but now the cartel administration is now trying to ban trans people from serving in the military. However, a smart judge has blocked the attempt! Ha! Let’s hope it holds.

I am reminded of the recent incident where Texas Republican representative Keith Self PURPOSELY misgendered Delaware Rep. Sarah McBride by referring to HER as MR. McBride!!!! But she clapped back and said “thank you. MADAM chair.” 😂🤣

Rep. Bill Keating from Massachusetts set his ass straight though, and called Self out. Self abruptly adjourned the session. Please see the clip below:

Just absolutely disrespectful!!!

And this mess about there only being two genders. Do some of you not realize that multiple genders have existed for centuries? You see it in the Native American community with Two Spirit people. These people lived as multiple genders, and yes, with male-presenting people dressing as women and vice versa.

And I am personally sick and tired of STR8 people screaming that it is man and woman or Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve. Shut up! Well, if Eve, a WOMAN hadn’t eaten that damned apple… just sayin’…

In summation, leave trans people alone!! They are not bothering you! It is just your intolerance, bigotry, hatred, and ignorance that is the problem. They want to live their lives just like everyone else.

And no, it is not a mental illness!!!!

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Greetings my dear friends! Welcome back to the madness! Haha!

Last week I got super serious about the current criminal, cartel administration. This week, I shall keep it light and airy. 😉

Yes, I do live in a time warp. And yes, I have decided to go back in time to the year 1985 when I graduated from low school. Why did I choose this particular year? Well, yes, it was 40 years ago (which means I have been out of low school 40 years!), but I mainly chose this year because it was much more peaceful than now. 2025 has been riddled with nothing but angst, and this is only March! However 40 years ago in March of 1985, life was much less complicated and filled with, for the most part, happiness and the promise of new beginnings with my high school (low school) graduation coming up that June.

The music was on point!

As were the TV shows and movies.

I mean, sure there was that dreadful Cold War looming over our heads, and I have written extensively about that before.

But my life was so much better back then. No responsibilities except finishing school. No gotdarn bills to pay. It was heaven. And what was I thinking? Wanting to grow up and be an adult, because adulting is HARD!

And to be brutally frank, I can no longer tolerate today’s times. It SUCKS!!

The other reason why I am pro 1985 right now, is I have decided to start my life over from that point in time. I call it being 17 again. And this time I am being more focused on what I want out of life, even though I am actually 57! 🤣😂😉

Hey, it’s never too late to start over again.

This time around, I have more of a plan, a direction for my life. And of course, as I have learned, be prepared to alter those plans and direction if necessary, because life circumstances have a way of throwing curve balls. 😉😉

This time around, I am not giving a damn about friendships. Let me explain. I am not dumping friends, per se. It’s just that I am not hanging my all on people like I did in the past.

This time around I am not being so easily upset with family. I am trying to be more tolerant, especially with my aunt being in a nursing home.

This time around I am TRYING to be more business minded and money conscious. Note I said TRYING! 😀

This time around I am trying to focus less on the boys and more on myself. 😉😉

But most importantly, this time around, I am trying to heal that rift from when I started UCF and wasted my life between the fall of 1985 to the summer of 1987. This is very important to me. This may sound strange to some, but sometimes you have to return to the scene of the crime even if it is in your own mind.

So, this isn’t really about a nostalgia trip, but more of a mental healing. So, let me explain and try to give it a bit more context.

For those of you who don’t already know, starting in the fall of 1985 my first year at UNC, and after I entered into that dreadful cult, United Christian Fellowship or UCF, that fall is when I started to lose my mind. I have written about UCF previously. In my 5-part series, Religion: Is It Helpful or Harmful?

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Religion: Helpful? Or Harmful and Toxic? Part 1

There is no other way for me to say this except to say that I started hearing voices. Quick backstory and as explained above, UCF’s Pastor Evans or Pastor E as we called him, said that listening to secular music was a sin, which tore me to pieces. I ended up throwing all of my cassettes away, and believe you me, I had amassed quite a number of them. However, in April of 1986, which was still my freshman year, Culture Club released their From Luxury to Heartache album, which was A-MAZE-BALLS! So, against Pastor E’s orders, I went to the-then Record Bar on Franklin Street and bought it, listened to it, and then promptly threw it away. And I did that twice. Stupid, I know. But I was in a CULT!!

However, the voices thing really came from Culture Club’s Waking Up With the House on Fire’s Dangerous Man with the line “He could word it out like a dangerous man. Martin (meaning Martin Luther King, Jr.) had the Devil just like anyone can. He spoke words they were frightened to mention.” When I thought about it, with Dr. King being a man of God, in my twisted mind with the Devil lyric, I thought I had blasphemed the Holy Ghost.

According to the Bible, blaspheming the Holy Ghost is the one sin that you can never be forgiven for. (Yeah, my intrusive thoughts were a thing even back then!) So, I lived in fear of that until I spoke with Pastor E about it, and he assured me that I had not done that.

But what a mess I was between 1985 to 1987. In 1987, I finally left that church because Charles Mills, my former bestie who also had been in that church left, too. I wanted to leave, but he gave me the impetus, just like moving away up to north campus into my own dorm room. Ha!

I feel like that period between 1985 and 1987 I was cheated out of part of the life I should have had, that I should have experienced. And I really need to sit down and go back in time and see what that would have looked like for me. Let me think:

1. I probably would have joined the marching band at Carolina. I had made plans to do that, I think, my sophomore year, but by then I was a music major and didn’t feel like I had the time.
2. Maybe I would have ended up with a BOYFRIEND!!! HA!
3. I most certainly would have started drinking sooner. Double Ha!!!
4. And here’s the kicker: But would I have become a music major? Hmmmm Or would I have been on track to becoming a doctor or pharmacist? (Pharmacy was my declared major back then). Well, probably not pharmacy, because ooooo that chemistry kicked my arse!

What I am trying to say without saying it, is religion brought me down into the beginning of mental illness. I don’t know, but maybe if I hadn’t joined that stupid church, maybe I would have spared myself some of that anguish. Who knows? Perhaps Ralph (the destructive intrusive thoughts in my head) would have found a way to find me, as he actually did even prior to 1985, which is a whole other story…

Just a thought… 🤔🤔

But at any rate, perhaps 1985 to 1987 is the bridge to reclaiming my sanity.

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I do not own the copyright to any songs or videos listed here. 

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Hello, all! I’m back!

As the title suggests, how is everyone doing during this most horrific time in history? Like many of you, I have not seen anything like this in my lifetime, where our very freedoms and democracy are on the line.

I don’t know about anyone else, but I feel as if I am living in a constant state of worry and anxiety. I am not at a point, thank God, where I feel like I have to look over my shoulder. However, every day is like an ‘okay what is the news going to say with regard to that orange thing?’ Or ‘what is the horrible headline of the day that I need to follow up on and check out for myself?’ In other words, ‘what executive order signed with the tiny hands of the orange baboon do I need to concern myself over?’

Under other presidencies, it was like business as usual. And the last time that thing was in office, it was a horrific disaster. But this time it is much, much worse. When is the day where it is going to become a full-on, full-fledged fascist country? It’s terrible!

We are being barraged by executive order after executive order. We don’t know which way to turn. It is constant!

We are being threatened by this cartel administration saying they are going to prosecute our senators who are fighting for us. Prosecute them just for speaking out against the Orange Baboon. (I’m sorry, I know that is an insult to all baboons!)

I have even started tucking an extra dollar or two here or there to make sure my money is safe, just in case Presidunce Musk and his DOGE twinks decide to hack into the banking systems, well they’ve probably already done that.

I am hoarding canned foods, too. So, every time I am at the grocery store now, I will purchase a canned good or two, something easy to open, just in case I either cannot get out of my house to go to the store. Or in case, I have to go on the run.

I have heard of others packing a “go bag” or a “flee bag” or “bug-out bag.” Again, in case you need to get the heck outta dodge.

Or perhaps there will be another pandemic, which by the looks of things, like last time, we will have to go through. Again.

Now, let me speak on the mental health aspect of all of this. I am trying to maintain throughout this ordeal, but I am slightly scared, and at the same time, really pissed off. I feel like my waking moments are now devoted to the Orange Clown or as I call that smelly, criminal, rapist insurrectionist – Orangina.

However, I know there are others who are downright terrified for their very lives, safety and existence. ICE raids have now become commonplace. Terrified Hispanic people are not reporting to work for fear of being captured and deported. People have started carrying their passports around just in case ICE stops them and they have to prove they are U.S. citizens, me included. My mother even does it now, too.

WE SHOULDN’T HAVE TO DO THIS!!!! THIS IS NOT NORMAL!!!!

Oh, and speaking of ICE, I just read about an 11-year-old Hispanic girl in Texas who committed suicide because her classmates bullied her, telling her that her parents were going to get deported and she would be left all alone.

INTOLERABLE!!!!

And make no mistake, Orangina is coming after ALL OF US! Or I should say those of us who are POC, members of the Alphabet Community, women, the undocumented. And those who support DEI and the above segments of the population.

And check out this video below, where Teresa Borrenpohl was dragged out of an Idaho town hall by security guards for asking a question and then heckling the speaker. Fortunately, the security guards have since had their licenses revoked and Ms. Borrenpohl was not seriously injured.

Now, here is the part where hopefully I can be of some help:

Stay calm and FOCUSED!

BREATHE!!!! I mean it, take deep breathes.

Center yourself.

Distract yourself.

Do something you enjoy doing.

Turn off the news!

Do NOT engage with Orangina, i.e. ignore any headlines or articles or anything posted about that thing.

CALL YOUR SENATORS!! Here is the number to the United States Capitol switchboard – (202) 224-3121.

And here is a new app a good friend and colleague just turned me onto – 5 calls. Use it! Call those representatives!!!!! It even provides a list of topics to call on, with SCRIPTS!!!

We are in this fight together. Don’t forget that. Stay strong!

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That’s it! Thank you, again, for stopping by. Please return next time when the topic will be how I wish this was 1985 all over again. Weird, huh? Well, come back and see how weird! 🤣😂😉

Until then, please be safe and, as always, mentally well!

P.S. Please check out this excellent article for further tips on coping with this horrible, criminal administration.

DEREK’S DISCLAIMER:  I am not a medical professional, neither am I giving any medical or legal advice. If you are seeking help from a doctor or an attorney, please consult said professionals.  These are my personal thoughts and feelings on the subjects discussed, and my blog is my own personal experiences and journey with mental imbalance.  Thanking you in advance!

I do not own the copyright to any songs or videos listed here. 

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Hi everyone and welcome back!

I previously did a post about how film and primetime television handled gay and lesbian characters. But today, I wanted to be a bit more specific and talk about soap operas and how they handled queer characters. As you know, soap operas are one of my fave genres.

And please click on the banner below on my blog post on gays in film and primetime:

Gays in Hollywood, an Often Inaccurate Portrayal

And you know? I realized I left one out of the above, and that was the original Dynasty’s turning Stephen Carrington from gay to straight!! Just like Soap did with Billy Crystal’s character, Jodie Dallas. BULL****!! 🤬🤬

But anyway… let’s dive in.

My first recollection of a gay character on a soap was Dr. Lynn Carson on All My Children back in 1983. Lynn was played by the fabulous Donna Pescow. Her character was an out and proud lesbian, and she was friends with the Devon character (Tricia Pursley). Devon was the daughter of Ellen Dalton (Kathleen Noone). I remember this storyline vividly, because my then 16yo self thought ‘how bold! They are really talking about lesbianism!’ I took great notice of this storyline, as it not only told Lynn’s story, but also had Devon question her own sexuality when she thought she was falling in love with Lynn.

To give some further backstory on Devon, Devon had had some really bad relationships with men up till this point. She even accidentally got pregnant with her daughter, Bonnie, and married the baby daddy. This marriage was a very loveless marriage, and pretty soon Devon found herself having an affair! In the end, she ended up getting divorced, but also leaving the lover, and she basically ended up raising Bonnie on her own.

So, after all of this drama, she thought she was falling for Lynn, which turned out not to be the case. And Lynn gently told her so, and that she wasn’t interested in her anyway! LOL I love that part, because I feel that so many straight people ASSUME that every gay or queer person LOVES and DESIRES everyone of their gender, which isn’t true.

Devon came to the realization that Lynn was correct in her assessment, and they continued to be friends, which I thought was beautiful from the very beginning, the fact that Devon accepted her. Plus, Devon and Lynn became roommates, I think.

I felt the story was done very well, respectfully and tastefully. And I don’t even remember if Lynn expressed any prejudice or bigotry.

My next recollection was in the 90s on One Life to Live with teenager and high school student Billy Douglass, portrayed by THE Ryan Phillippe.

Billy’s character was mainly involved with Joey Buchanan (then Chris McKenna), Clint and Viki’s youngest son. The rumors started, as they often do, and then Billy did confront Joey with the truth, which Joey didn’t want to hear. When it all started to come out, from what I recall, Clint didn’t want Joey to be involved with Billy. And this is when the hate mail for Clint Ritchie began. But that’s another story.

OLTL, I thought, did an EXCELLENT job of handling pretty much everything that could be associated with a gay character:

The harassment.

The some-people-accept-you and some-don’t aspect.

Your parents possibly disowning you (which happened to Billy) and it was the father who did it. The mother eventually came around.

To the gossip (provided by Marty Saybrooke – portrayed by Susan Haskell).

To Billy seeking the counsel of Rev. Andrew Carpenter (Wortham Krimmer). Marty saw them embrace, and she assumed that Andrew was also gay and leading Billy astray, which led to even MORE rumors and homophobia and even Rev. Carpenter getting beaten up!!

And Billy eventually ended up having a boyfriend.

And the subject of AIDS was broached, which brought the AIDS quilt onto the show!!!!!!

Lots of good stuff! And I do applaud OLTL for tackling this.

Viki (Erika Freaking Slezak!!!) got brought in because of Joey, but also because of General Sloan Carpenter (Roy Thinnes), who was also the father of Rev. Carpenter. Sloan also had another son, William, who was gay and who died of AIDS. Now, talk about a homophobic character! Sloan was downright HORRIBLE!! In the beginning, he had nothing but disparaging remarks about his deceased son. It was truly DISGUSTING!

He did basically come around, thanks to Viki. But then she dumped Clint for this clown! Don’t get me started on that ticky tacky subject!! Because it broke Clint and Viki up for DECADES! And it wasn’t until the end of the show in 2012 that it REALLY looked like Clint and Viki were going to get back together, with Clint (by this time Jerry VerDorn of Guiding Light fame) getting on his knee and proposing to Viki at Llanfair!! But I digress!

There was another very notable gay storyline on All My Children when Erica Kane’s beloved daughter, Bianca, came out to her as a lesbian! Talk about a shock and a ratings grabber! A child of Erica Kane’s GAY???? Much less, her daughter. You would think that a daughter of Erica’s would be, well just like her mother. So, I guess that’s why there was Kendall, her other daughter! 😂🤣

Bianca coming out was extraordinarily wonderful! It showed Erica’s non acceptance, which was very realistic. Eventually, Erica came around, and Kendall was very supportive. However, Bianca faced prejudice and an “outing” when Greenlee blabbed about her! Eventually, Bianca had relationships with women, which led to daytime’s first gay kiss in 2003! (Though Luke and Noah from As The World Turns are also credited with the first gay kiss in 2007). So, we can say that Bianca shared the first LESBIAN kiss with Lena (Olga Sosnovska), and Luke (Van Hansis) and Noah (Jake Silbermann) the first gay kiss on daytime!

Also, interesting how in both the Lynn storyline and the Bianca storyline, the writers had them call themselves “gay” rather than “lesbian.” Lesbian. Lesbian. OH LESBIAN!! – Golden Girls fans will get it. 😂😁

Anyway, speaking of Luke and Noah, I did not watch this storyline on As The World Turns, but I most certainly heard all about it, too, back in the late 00s. The character was Luke Snyder, who was Lily and Damian Grimaldi’s son, yet Holden did help raise him. He was involved with Noah, which from what I understand was a coming-of-age love story. And ATWT presented soap’s first gay male supercouple.

Back to AMC, they were the ones who also did daytime’s first transgender story. The character Zoey, was portrayed by Jeffrey Carlson, who I sadly learned passed away in 2023.

Bianca first met Zoey, as Zarf, who was male presenting. But then on New Year’s Eve 2007, Zarf showed up as Zoey to come out to Bianca. However, she wasn’t having it and totally misinterpreted Zoey’s intentions. Please see below:

And I cannot forget about Daniel Colson over on One Life to Live, portrayed by Mark Dobles. Daniel Colson was the DA on OLTL back in 2005. He ended up marrying fellow attorney, Nora Gannon Buchanan, portrayed by the fabulous Hillary Bailey Smith. But unbeknownst to Nora, her new hubby was carrying a secret – three in fact – (1) he was secretly gay! (2) he was involved with a male 20-yo university student, Riley! and (3) he was also a murderer!

I thought OLTL was very bold to tell such a story of an in-the-closet married gay man. I think there were complaints about the story, though, because they also turned him into a killer.

Personally, I enjoyed the story, and the fact that he killed Jen, which had absolutely nothing to do with the gay storyline, didn’t bother me. And I liked Jen, and didn’t want to see her go. However, in retrospect, it would be much better to show the struggles of a queer married man trying to hide/keep his secret. I am telling such a story in my soap opera Fabulous And Gorgeous, because I’ve lived it. As the other man. 😉

As I bring this to a close, I must say that in my opinion, the soaps did a MUCH better job of tackling the Alphabet Community stories than prime time or the movies. It seems that primetime – and especially the movies – wanted to show more of the tragedy, whereas soaps were much more realistic. Gay people exist and live wonderful, vibrant lives. But Hollerwood didn’t want to show that.

The Honorable Mentions:

General Hospital – Brad Cooper and Lucas Jones – (yes, THAT Lucas – Bobbie and Tony Jones’s son!)

One Life to Live – Police officer Oliver Fish and Kyle Lewis!

Days of Our Lives – Will Horton.

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Please return next time when I will be talking about how this current cartel – er presidential administration is affecting us. Yes, I am going to go THERE again! So, please stay tuned… Until then, please be safe and as always, mentally well!

DEREK’S DISCLAIMER:  I am not a medical professional, neither am I giving any medical or legal advice. If you are seeking help from a doctor or an attorney, please consult said professionals.  These are my personal thoughts and feelings on the subjects discussed, and my blog is my own personal experiences and journey with mental imbalance.  Thanking you in advance!

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Greetings, my dearest friends! Welcome back!

This week’s topic is how listening to other people got me into trouble, or rather, I should NOT have listened to others and trusted my own instincts. And you should, too. 

How many times – and I do mean – HOW MANY TIMES did I allow myself to be pushed around by others and giving in to what they told me or wanted me to do or even forced me to do?  But I didn’t want to do it, or didn’t feel it was right for me. And after a great deal of rumination, I have come to the conclusion that screw ’em.  I am gonna do what I want, regardless!  Quelle surprise! 😂🤣

I am sure there are those of you have been in the same sinking boat I have found myself in.  You know how it is when some “well-meaning” friend or relative gives you unsolicited advice on how you should handle something important to you or even your whole life.  

People in the entertainment industry hear unsolicited advice A LOT.  Why do I say that?  Because 9 times out of 100, when you tell someone you wish to be an actor or writer or something creative, the first words out of their mouth is – “oh you’re not going to make any money.  You should do something else.”  Or if you are already in it, they’ll ask “are you making any money?  And how much?”  And if you’re an actor, they’ll probably ask “where ya waiting tables?” 😡

Please take my simple advice and if you encounter people or know people who try to belittle your dreams, talk you out of something, etc., and you know in your heart of hearts their “advice” isn’t right, WALK AWAY! Don’t listen! If you make the mistake, you make the mistake. Sometimes that is what life is about, so you learn, grow, and hopefully won’t make the same mistake twice.

I am a firm believer of making your own mistakes and making up your own mind.  Now, I am not suggesting that you shouldn’t listen to advice, because it can be helpful.  But if it is something that is important to you, and it ain’t hurting nobody, then GO FOR IT! And particularly if it’s coming from your heart and soul.

Now, here are Derek’s 10 examples of when I should NOT have listened to others:

1. Way back in childhood when I was told by a classmate, friend and neighbor, Tim Allen, who said I should drop Verene Duvall as a friend because other people were talking about me, saying I was gay, a faggot, etc. They thought Verene and I were a little “too close,” if you catch my drift.  First of all, we were NOT like that!  And secondly, it’s none of your business.  And thirdly, I NEVER had feelings in that direction for him.  And if I did, so what?  Again, none of your business!  But guess what?  I did NOT listen to Tim Allen (and the others), and I continued my friendship with Verene until he moved away after 8th grade, which made me extraordinarily sad. 😓 
2. Listening to Darrell Mitchell, my horrible dead ex, who convinced me to have sex with him without a condom. Well, turns out two years later, after he moved to Atlanta, I found out that he was HIV+, and he denied it.  Fortunately, I turned out to be negative and still am.  But the anguish and torture I went through going through all of those tests!!!! Not to mention thinking I was going to DIE!   
3. My ex-friend Teresa who told me NOT to let Darrell know I was leaving town with my family for vacation.  Her advice was to let him miss me.  BIG MISTAKE.  We broke up (for the first time), which in hindsight may have been a good thing.  But still, that should have been my decision not hers.  Besides, he’s dead now, and Teresa and I are no longer friends.
4. Listening to now-deceased astrologer Michael Washburn when I was in my early 30s telling me I was bisexual!  I mean really!!  I had been an out and proud gay man 10 years prior, and I doubt very seriously that I was going to turn and start liking women.  This caused me mental anguish for YEARS!  In hindsight, what I think he really saw in my chart was that I am ACTUALLY a woman, or at the very least I feel more like a woman than I do a man, but we are not ready to have that conversation.  😉😊
5. I dated a guy once who told me I was wasting my time driving across town to the now-defunct Neighborhood Playhouse, to be in a play where I was only in the opening scene.  I had the opening monologue in Mama Bear, directed by the late Carol Mitchell-Leon, who was a BIG deal in Atlanta theater and film back then.  Mind you, I was later bumped up to play the title character’s grandfather which was a much bigger role, and garnered me a LOT of laughs.  I played the part much better than the predecessor.  Ha!  Oh and the guy I was dating then?  Turned out he lied to me about being HIV+!  Just like Darrell Mitchell!
6. A coworker at that dreadful Children’s Museum told me that my Gay soap opera Fabulous And Gorgeous, “wasn’t going to see the light of television.”  First of all, BITCH, how DARE you make such a statement?  And how the fuck do you know?  This one I took to heart, though, not gonna lie. It made me not believe in myself. 😓  
7. Listening to anybody who tried to “prophesy” over me and say I was meant to write Christian plays or be a Christian motivational speaker.  And do you want to know who said this mess?  Black women who didn’t even know me!  So,  you can see what that was worth.  
8. Yeah, I even went to this church once where the preacher said “All dreams are not of God.”  I took this personally and thought that meant the end of my acting/writing career. It didn’t stop me, though, because screenplays, children’s plays, an entire miniseries, a gay soap opera, a children’s book, and now a published blog, later…   
9. Oh brother listening to my mother about Facebook and how she thinks it is detrimental to me landing a new job!  🤣😂
10.  And anytime I listened to ANYONE who put me down in some form or fashion.  Anyone who bullied me, tried to intimidate me, talked down to me – whether family, bosses, coworkers, so-called friends, or lovers and beaus. SCREW ‘EM ALL!! 🤣😂 

As I bring this to a close, obviously, if it is something very serious and/or even dire, such as you are on drugs or an alcoholic or dating someone who clearly isn’t right for you and others are telling you to knock it off, then I think you should listen to that.

However, something that is close to your heart, such as your desires and dreams, and you have others who wish to pooh pooh those dreams, DON’T LISTEN!

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Well, that’s it, my friends. Please come back next time when the topic will be how soap operas handled queer characters, which is sort of a followup to my “Gays in Hollywood” post. So, stay tuned. In the meantime, please be safe, and as always, MENTALLY WELL!!

DEREK’S DISCLAIMER:  I am not a medical professional, neither am I giving any medical or legal advice. If you are seeking help from a doctor or an attorney, please consult said professionals.  These are my personal thoughts and feelings on the subjects discussed, and my blog is my own personal experiences and journey with mental imbalance.  Thanking you in advance!

I do not own the copyright to any songs or videos listed here. 

AFFILIATE DISCLAIMER:  There are products on this page.  By clicking on the links, you will be redirected to that page at no cost to you.  However, I will receive compensation if you purchase something (which I hope you do 😊).

Hello, all!

I do hope this post finds you doing amazingly well!

I wanted to talk about what is THE HUGE thing with practically everyone, and that is Amazon. And I will try to keep it short and sweet. Ha!

Let’s face it, we ALL use Amazon for our deliveries, whether for groceries, medications, or of course, just simply for our packages and orders from one of the biggest online retailers in the world! We order everything from clothes to shoes to cosmetics and electronics and houseware, and everything in between. I even ordered two of my laptops from Amazon!

I believe I have been using Amazon for the last five years or more.

And after all of the ordering I have done (and still do), I am starting to wonder if it is an addiction. First of all, I don’t want to turn something fun and harmless into something it isn’t. So, as I delve into this, I wanted to make that statement. But when does it become an addiction?

I think if you are receiving MULTIPLE packages in a week, you may want to ponder why. Do you REALLY need all that stuff? I have ordered a LOT of things over the past couple of years. And yes, sometimes multiple things in a week. And I must say it is easy and very convenient. I wouldn’t necessarily say I have a problem. 🤔

But we have all seen the memes that show a ridiculously amount of packages piled up outside on someone’s doorstep. Thankfully, that isn’t me. Because I have an eagle eye, and I watch my doorstep like a hawk when expecting a delivery!! 😂🤣😂

I also browse and “internet shop,” on Amazon, my alternative to window shopping, even if I don’t make a purchase. But then, I also stockpile a bunch of stuff into my cart and then save for later, as I am sure we all do. 🤣😂

Let’s face, it shopping on Amazon is a release. It feels really good to know you can order whatever you want with just the touch of a button. And if you also have Prime Video, which typically comes with free shipping, you feel like a God.

It’s like a drug. It makes you feel good. You get that high from shopping.

And if it is during the holidays, phew boy WATCH OUT!! And can we say Black Friday??? Can we say MAJOR DEBT???!!

I would say be careful with your spending, though. Don’t end up like me who had an Amazon credit card, and racked up quite a bill that I am now having to pay off! So, perhaps I DID have an addiction! LOL

So, ask yourself these additional questions:

Do you feel like you are going into debt because of Amazon?

Do you have a lot, and I do mean A LOT of Amazon boxes and leftover packages that you can use to wrap other presents or gifts with?

Do you spend a great deal of time “window shopping” on Amazon?

Do you get an adrenaline rush or high from shopping on Amazon?

Do others talk about you being on Amazon all the time?

Do you feel GUILTY for being on Amazon a lot?

Are you unable to pay your bills because of your Amazon habit?

Do you feel the need to keep it a secret from your spouse, significant other or other loved ones?

Do you feel that online shopping replaces something else missing in your life, such as a significant other? Yes, it sometimes goes back to THAT!

If you are answering mostly yes to these questions, then you may want to think about some sort of a change.

And just so we are clear, this applies to not just Amazon, but other online retailers as well.

Breaking free ain’t easy, folks. But if you do feel like you can’t break the Amazon habit, try some of these steps:

1. Delete the app (because if you’re like me, you downloaded the app).
2. Focus on other things to fill that void or need, because chances are underneath it all, there is something missing in your life.
3. Talk to others who may be in the same boat.
4. Set a STRICT Amazon budget.
5. Give yourself only a certain amount of time to online shop.
6. Save that purchase as a reward for later, for something you wish to treat yourself to.
7. Seek counseling, if necessary.

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That’s all, folks! Please join me next time when I discuss how listening to everybody else got me into big trouble. Oy! But until then, please be safe, and by all means, mentally well!

Sources:

8 Practical Ways to End Your Amazon Addiction

DEREK’S DISCLAIMER:  I am not a medical professional, neither am I giving any medical or legal advice. If you are seeking help from a doctor or an attorney, please consult said professionals.  These are my personal thoughts and feelings on the subjects discussed, and my blog is my own personal experiences and journey with mental imbalance.  Thanking you in advance!

I do not own the copyright to any songs or videos listed here. 

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Hello again, my dear lovelies!

Today’s post will be about the Jan Brady of the different generations, THE BEST generation, Generation X! 😉😀

And yes, I am a very PROUD member of Gen X!

Gen X, born between 1964 and 1978, (some say Gen X goes all the way to 1981), are now typically the forgotten generation. Generations such as the Boomers – born between 1946 – 1964 and the Millennials – born between 1981 – 1996, get THE MOST attention.

And they probably do because, let’s face it, they are both WHINERS! lolol

Whereas, we Gen Xers are WINERS!! 🍷🍷🍷😂🤣

Speaking of Jan Brady, from The Brady Bunch, of course, this was definitely one of the shows that Gen X grew up watching, whether in real time or in syndication. And poor Jan was the middle child, just like Gen X being sandwiched between the Boomers and the Mils.

Some key characteristics of us Gen Xers are – well, we have been called feral because we are the latchkey kids from the 70s and 80s, being able to fend for ourselves because our parents and caregivers worked, and we came home to an empty house. We were “left to our own devices.” Now, my grandparents and aunt raised me, as a lot of you know by now. Therefore, my grandmother was always home when I returned from school. My aunt worked and so did my grandfather. However, he subsequently retired when I was about 15.

But I digress.

Starting at the age of 13, they started leaving me home by myself, so they could go shopping or what have you.

I even learned to cook a little bit for myself as a teen. Well, breakfast LOLOL

We are most certainly defined by our GREAT taste in music, considering we grew up during the 70s and 80s, as well as having amazing TV shows and movies!

And we are definitely defined by our 80s Pop Culture!

We are that generation that were raised old school with old school technology, but were on the bridge towards the new technology.

So, we were before cell phones and computers. As a matter of fact, we used libraries to conduct our research, not a computer and definitely not Google (though computers were starting to become a thing at school when I was a senior).

And we used rotary phones and then later push-button phones.

Heck, we even used PAY PHONES!

We are the generation that remembers when stamps were 10 cents.

We are the generation that listened to the radio, and EVERY station had some damn good music!

We remember disco.

Oh and did I mention Gen Xers LOVE to dance?? After all, we grew up with the BEST dance music! We went through disco, 80s pop, R& B and electronic dance, and even into the 90s with HOT club music.

As a matter of fact, I am friends with a small group of gay Gen Xers who love to boogie down at the Heretic whenever they have 70s or 80s dance night! And our age ranges from 50 to 59!!!!!!

When we were out of school for the summers, we played outside all day long, and well into the night. It was when we saw the street lamp, did we even think about going back inside.

We are also the generation that began with Star Wars, from the beginning.

We are the skateboard and rollerskate generation, and we have tons of scars on our legs to prove it. Which by the way, when we got hurt, our parents and caregivers slapped some alcohol and a Band-Aid on it, and we went right back outside to play.

We are also the generation that had to EARN our trophies and medals. We weren’t handed a damn thing, like other generations.

We grew up with iconic TV shows, such as Charlie’s Angels, Wonder Woman, The Bionic Woman, Starsky & Hutch, Baretta, Good Times, The Facts of Life, Diff’rent Strokes, The Love Boat, Fantasy Island, and heck The Wonderful World of Disney and even Mutual of Omaha’s Wild Kingdom!

And oh boy did we have movies and TV shows that scared the CRAP out of us!! I mean, in addition to the Fembots on The Bionic Woman, we also had this little gem below, Trilogy of Terror, starring the late Karen Black.

Watching the powers that be in Hollerwood try and reboot certain TV shows and movies from the 70s and 80s has been a complete and total disaster! OMG! Starting with Charlie’s Angels. I remember when the movie with Drew Barrymore and company came out back in 2000, a large group of us Gen Xers went to see it. We walked out of that theater numb and stunned. Just stunned. Stunned over how BAD it was. I understand that they were trying to go for the camp and for the silliness, but it was just horrible. I know that today’s TV remakes try to spoof the originals. Now, I like a good spoof just like anyone, but it takes great skill to be able to spoof something well while remaining RESPECTFUL of the original.

Then TPTB TRIED to reboot Charlie’s Angels as a TV series at least THREE times that I remember. And each and every one FAILED MISERABLY!! As a matter of fact, none of them got past the first few episodes.

Speaking of iconic TV show reboots that FAILED horribly, the Bionic Woman reboot from many moons ago, was a TOTAL DISASTER!! I mean when you start off saying you are not going to do that “slow-mo shit” and totally disrespecting the original, you are going to fucking fail! And they did! This new Jaime Sommers coming in saying she would work for the modern-day OSI as long as she had weekends off and could get major medical and dental was laughable. And the very idea of having this new/faux Jaime Sommers having sex in the men’s room???? EWWWWWW!!

Oh and don’t get me started on the new Wonder Woman. 🤮🤮🤮 I did see it when it first came out, and I was absolutely HORRIFIED!! It was sooooo bad! It stunk to high heaven. And when I mentioned it to a couple of (gay) friends, they asked well, did she at least do the spin? I told them, no. They were both like ‘then I’m not going to see it then!!’ 😂🤣😂 Everything about it was dreadful. From that person’s BAD ACTING, to her costume, to the fact that she tried to seduce Steve Trevor. I was totally grossed out!

My point is STOP messing with the 70s/80s classics and come up with your own stuff, Hollyweird!!

Now. It is time for me to do a little bit of throwing stones at the other generations. Don’t say you haven’t been warned. 😉😉

Let’s start with the Boomers.

In my opinion, the booms are not what they used to be. Now, they are SO DAMN SERIOUS! I don’t know what happened to them! I basically learned everything I know from the booms, actually.

When I came out, I only wanted older men, who just happened to be Boomers. Today, I still want older men, but I have to be careful because, again, they are super serious and cautious now.

Speaking of being so serious, some of these millennials think they have reinvented the wheel on certain topics, we are talking everything from biology to the English language. And I think you know where I’m going with this. A super sensitive lot. I try to avoid them as much as possible. Because if I don’t, I’ll offend some with my big mouth. 🤣🤣

And the pronouns thingy, UGH!! In my opinion, this was meant for those individuals who were transitioning, who realized they are indeed a different gender, or people who are non-binary. Now, EVERYBODY and their damn mama is asking ‘what are your pronouns?’ It has become lame, overdone, and rather stupid. It is tone deaf and rather forced. It is like a fad now, not the original intended meaning. Str8 people should leave it alone. This is not your bandwagon! And for the record, before you ask what my pronouns are, which are none of your business by the way, try asking what my name is first. Just a thought.

And the “hashtags!” Oh PUH-LEEZE! It’s a damn number sign, a tic-tac-toe sign! Not sure if this was an original millennial thing or not, but it is also vastly overused.

Let’s talk music of today. Just what the hell kind of music do the millennials have to offer? GARBAGE! I mean, this music of today TOTALLY SUCKS! I shall refrain from mentioning certain “artists,” but their music is so damn tone deaf. And there is only so much sampling of greater music you can do. It all sounds the same. And the artists all now sound the same.

In summation, Gen Xers are in our own little world. We are the ultimate in chill. We LOVE to have fun and party and basically say screw the world and what you think. And maybe we really never grew up, but who cares! 😂🤣🤣🤣

But in a lot of ways, we had to grow up rather fast, and maybe now we are simply enjoying ourselves.

We are the generation that doesn’t take itself as seriously as our predecessors and the ones after us.

We are also the generation who really just doesn’t give a FUCK!!

So, please don’t come for the Gen Xers, because we will eat you ALIVE!!! 😁

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Please come back next week when I talk about MY AMAZON ADDICTION! Child, I think this affects ALL OF US! 😂 So stay tuned, and until the next time, please be safe and mentally well!

DEREK’S DISCLAIMER:  I am not a medical professional, neither am I giving any medical or legal advice. If you are seeking help from a doctor or an attorney, please consult said professionals.  These are my personal thoughts and feelings on the subjects discussed, and my blog is my own personal experiences and journey with mental imbalance.  Thanking you in advance!

I do not own the copyright to any songs or videos listed here. 

AFFILIATE DISCLAIMER:  There are products on this page.  By clicking on the links, you will be redirected to that page at no cost to you.  However, I will receive compensation if you purchase something (which I hope you do 😊).